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“Magic is natural. It is a harmonious movement of energies to create a needed change.”

written by JB since 2012.
Fri
15:33
2023 / 07 / 14

Hi, I’m JB 

Welcome to the home for my supernatural & horror based character, Eva. 

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Mon
12:00
2023 / 08 / 07

song lyrics from my unhinged playlist

PART ONE

power and control // marina

❛ Give it a little, get a lot. That’s just how you are with love. ❜
❛ You may be good-looking, but you’re not a piece of art. ❜
❛ Love will always be a game. ❜
❛ Think you’re funny, think you’re smart. Think you’re gonna break my heart. ❜
❛ A human inability doesn’t mean that I am weak. ❜
❛ I’m gonna make you fall. ❜
❛ Women and men, we are the same. ❜
❛ All my life, I’ve been controlled. ❜
❛ You can’t have peace without a war. ❜

sweet sacrifice // evanescence

❛ It’s true, we’re all a little insane. ❜
❛ It’s so clear now that I’m unchained. ❜
❛ Fear is only in our minds. ❜
❛ You poor, sweet, innocent thing. ❜
❛ Dry your eyes. ❜
❛ You live to break me. ❜
❛ One day, I’m gonna forget your name. ❜
❛ One sweet day, you’re gonna drown in my lost pain. ❜
❛ It’s taking over all the time. ❜
❛ Oh, you love to hate me. ❜
❛ I’m your sacrifice. ❜
❛ Do you wonder why you hate? ❜
❛ Are you still too weak to survive your mistakes? ❜

all that i’m living for // evanescence

❛ I can feel the night beginning. ❜
❛ Separate me from the living. ❜
❛ Find the words to make me better. ❜
❛ My ghosts are gaining me. ❜
❛ I believe that dreams are sacred. ❜
❛ Make me understand the lesson. ❜
❛ Guess I thought I’d have to change the world to make you see me. ❜
❛ I could have run forever, but how far would I have come? ❜
❛ Should it hurt to love you? ❜

only you // ellie goulding

❛ Only you can be the aching in my heart. ❜
❛ The only animal I couldn’t fight. ❜
❛ You hold me in the dark when storms arrive. ❜
❛ Only you can see the emptiness I feel when you’re with me. ❜
❛ Baby, I’m on my knees. ❜

did it to myself // orla gartland

❛ I woke up to an empty bed. ❜
❛ I took a walk to clear my head. ❜
❛ I wished you were there instead. ❜
❛ You’re living in my memory. ❜
❛ I know I did it to myself. ❜
❛ I fell in love with a half of you. ❜
❛ I wonder, what are you doing now? ❜
❛ Now, my part of [ place/town/city ] feels so haunted. ❜
❛ You gave me a power that I never even wanted. ❜
❛ You said answer honestly and I went with option B. ❜
❛ I lost you, and you lost me. ❜

life itself // glass animals

❛ Daddy was dumb, said I’d be something special. ❜
❛ Said he loved each of my two million freckles. ❜
❛ I can’t get a job, so I live with my [ parent/sibling/other ]. ❜
❛ I take [ his/her/their ] money, but not quite enough. ❜
❛ I sit in the car and listen to static. ❜

mama’s gun // glass animals

❛ In the summer, took my gun and made him go to Neverland. ❜
He/She/They were ] was something, my old [ spouse/significant other ]. ❜
He/She/They were ] everything you’d ever want. ❜
❛ Did you say somethin’? ❜
❛ What’d you say? ❜
❛ Was that your voice or was that me? ❜
❛ They’ll never ever let me be. ❜
❛ I was getting violent. ❜
❛ I was doing nothing. ❜
❛ Play with me, my love. ❜
❛ Lay with me, my dear. ❜

the other side of paradise // glass animals

❛ When I was young and stupid, my love left to be a rock and roll star. ❜
❛ He told me, ‘please don’t worry.’ ❜
❛ He booked a one way ticket out west. That’s where they make it. ❜
❛ I try to keep my cool, but my life turns in slow motion. ❜
❛ I wish you could see the wicked truth. ❜
❛ Caught up in a rush, it’s killing you. ❜
❛ I settle for a ghost I never knew. ❜
❛ Where I was from in place/town/city ], no one left to be a rock and roll star. ❜
❛ He’d stay and treat his lady. ❜
❛ I miss him, don’t you blame me? ❜
❛ That boy went stone cold crazy. ❜
❛ I know you don’t but I still try. ❜
❛ That girl is gone but I still try. ❜
❛ I think it’s over now. ❜
❛ I feel so fucking numb. ❜
❛ My body’s looking wrong. ❜

bloodmoney // poppy

❛ What do you believe when everyone is watching? ❜
❛ What do you believe when nobody is watching? ❜
❛ Keep telling yourself that you’ve been playing nice. ❜
❛ Beg for forgiveness from Jesus the Christ. ❜
❛ I know what it feels like to have my soul sucked out of my body. ❜
❛ I know what it feels like to be dead. ❜
❛ Your soul can’t be saved from the sins you’ve ignored. ❜
❛ The devil is well aware he is adored. ❜
❛ Never forget the excess of a man, because the grabbing hands always grab what they can. ❜
❛ What do you believe when no one is around? ❜

all that candy // vukovi

❛ You wrapped your arms around my wretched body. ❜
❛ You’re everywhere I go now. ❜
❛ Do what you want, I’ve not even started. ❜
❛ I’m already broken. ❜
❛ Don’t wanna go, but you won’t give up. ❜
❛ I kinda like the violence. ❜
❛ Tell me you’re not leaving. ❜
❛ I won’t give you anything. ❜
❛ I’d kill you twice, if it was a thing. ❜
❛ You kindly crushed my life. ❜
❛ Once bitten, twice as shy. ❜
❛ I’ve had enough. ❜
❛ I can’t wait to cut you off. ❜

Mon
10:27
2023 / 08 / 07

psa; i am not above completely rewriting a reply. if my reply takes our thread in a direction u dont want it to go in, or if u just can’t work with it, or if you just want a few details changed, please tell me and i will rewrite it or edit it so it works for you. i will not be hurt or offended, i will be happy ur comfortable enough w me as a partner to say something.